i hate myself to see my loved ones suffering and yet unable to do anything about it; helpless.
hope is the only thing i look to.
every time i see my grandpa, lying weak and motionlessly on the hospital bed, looking at me whenever i visit him; only breaks my heart even deeper. i really feel helpless. he hardly can speak nor move. contracted pueumonia. swollen hands. and i wish i heard wrongly and God-forbids, he's seeing the otherside but unable to walk through it?!
DARN IT!!! HELPLESS!!!
besides my frail grandpa, my parents are having a cold war with each other. my dad has the idea to file a divorce?! what on earth is going on?!!!!!
and then came another letter from Traffic Police for an offence i didn't even do, which costs me 120 bucks and 3 demerit points?!!!!!!!
what the f*** is going on?!!!!!!!
all i went was a week of out-field and all the shit is piling up my face?!!!!
is it not enough my work is screwed up and now i need to face a turbulent home and unjustful law?!
f*** this world!!!
f*** satan!!!
Everything will be alright..! The unpleasant will be gone.. the good will remain... Focus on the positive as what you focus will be strengthened..! Add oil!
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Sorry to hear about your grandpa. Will keep u and your family in prayers. It's not easy to go through all this, but dun give up ya? Take care bro.
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