心跳 - 王力宏

heart.beat - wang lee hom
心跳
Heartbeat

想跟我吵架 我没那麽无聊
You want to argue with me. I’m not that bored.
不懂得道歉 我没那麽聪明
I don't understand how to apologize. I’m not that bright.
好想要回到我们的原点
I really want to go back to where we started from.

你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
You are crying again. I can't comfort you.
我又在摇头 有那麽点後悔
I’m shaking my head again disapproving of my actions. There’s only that much regret.
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
Love’s development is already hard to turn back, but I’m unable to go forward.

但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号
My feelings surge and take over. How many problems can two hearts contain?
爱让我们流多少眼泪
How many tears did love make us shed?

你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
Your eyes are brimming with beauty to carry away my heartbeat.

你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
In this way, your tenderness draws closer to take away my heartbeat.
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
Time has turned back to a beginning. Can you give me a moment?

等着哪一天你也想起
I’m waiting for whatever day when you will also remember
那悬在记忆中的美好
That happiness hovering in your memories.

debilitated.

still.

have to.

live on.

friends; changes.

thank God for friends;
friends for their concern,
who have asked of my well-being.

i just wanna say i'm still alive.

Thank you.

There is some things along your life;
the situations you're put in,
the circumstanes you face;
they cause changes.
To adapt to those changes,
i guess you have to change yourself first.

That is why you're seeing the me i am, right now.

Meantime, take good care of yourselves too.

my friends.

conflicts at work

a colleague of mine once brought up an issue concerning me during a confrontation with him;

he mentioned that he had a hard time working with me because i put a silent, long face when pressured by work.

truth to be told, those were times when a task is given from the top to make things done in the given timing. i was FOCUSING on that task and getting it done.

a few questions i would like to post to that colleague of mine;

1) Do you know me that well to judge me?

2) Have i shouted or yelled at you to get things done?

3) Given if the person you're working with is Officer-in-Command (OC) Sir, and he has that same reaction, would you confront him with that tone of yours too?

i beg to differ.

great to hear that you can see through people or what not. but use that talent of yours on someone else. cause i doubt you've seen through me.

friends are friends; yet there is still a line drawn in between. know where you stand.

and please. for the love of God.

i ain't your chauffeur, i am not obliged to drive you anywhere, don't throw me that tone of yours to say you will chip-in money for my car petrol; and stretched that 2 bucks out at my face!

i ain't no taxi-driver either.

sasha's mine!

yeap!

title speaks for itself.

Sasha is officially under my care.

btw, i shall name my dad's coy van(Fiat Dublo); Xiao Ying.

Because my dad got it painted silver in color, changed from his initial color in mind; dark grey.

Which probably, i would have called it 'Xiao Huei', but i guess 'Xiao Ying' sounds a lot 'happier' than 'Xiao Huei'.

alright. whoever wanna ride along. i have one small little favor though.

as my allowance isn't that high, and i'm fully taking care of Sasha single-handedly;

chip-ins is greatly appreciated for her 'food'; petrol.

thank you!

LOL! off back to camp lo! Vroooom vroooommmmm~

colbie caillat's realize

Realize
by
Colbie Caillat

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.

It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

Oh

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize

i, inside.

losing myself;

losing all sanity.

what is truely right?

what is truely wrong?

it may be right to many;

many may still think it's wrong.

so what's the point of arguing;

just let it go and done for.

if being right does more wrong;

than wrong but does more right.

be the latter then;

it would make more a difference in someone else's life.

why hold back then?

let's go.

go!

a word itself is dead,

words written with thoughts bring across a message.

a message encrypted with emotions,

not fully ciphered brings out a dreadful outcome.

words are powerful,

they are riddles when not comprehended.

yet such phenomenal brings understanding and great knowledge,

Socrates questioned throughout his life.

in a world free to express,

an author simply writes.

show me how.

i came across a couple of blog entries that caught my attention.

i feel that i've lost something inside.

something that which once was close.

a sense of belonging.

joy, happiness, love.

i miss the good old times.

however, i've moved on. and it's about time that i realise it and start acting on it.

it'll be hard and long process.

but that's when new relationships are built.

new joy, new happiness, new love.

the old can only be but memories in one's soul.

after that short gathering yesterday, i began to realise that unity and love is lacking in this new cg.

perhaps everyone is still adjusting to the change?

perhaps everyone is still learning about one another?

whatever it may be.

we're all in this together.

change is inevitable.

problems are evitable and can be overcame.

in one accord. in power. with love. with God.

it hurts indeed to know the truth.

and it will hurt more if not doing anything about it.

let go the baggages. start afresh. walk on forward.

i'm sorry.