Sunday, September 26, 2010

articulates just what i'm feeling right now.



Came home really down in my spirit man.

it's been a long time i felt such agony in my chest.

a bleeding heart. a dying flesh.

a failed comforting prayer.

have i done something wrong against God?

i served well in Photography tonight.

paid my tithe and offering

service was a blast

fellowship was good

did i miss out in my duty as a Christian?


so i prayed...


then i realize...

no more serving...

no riches and fame...

no most melodious praise & worship songs...

no greatest messages...

no number of quality fellowship...


nothing in this world can EVER replace God...

the relationship we have with Him...

that is all it matters...

and so...

that is all...


I just want You...


Jesus.


be true. be yourself.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

old torture, new beginnings.

it's always difficult and painful to go back to the old basics,
but it's never too late to start a whole new beginning.

there will be temptations; there will be criticisms,
but as the saying goes; once you've overcame thyself, you've won half the battle.

it may be too early to boast,
it may not be too quiet to speak out.

for all dreams birth forth from confessions,
for all visions come to pass from convictions.

as God is the source of strength,
so is this new life of breath.