vanity

drowning.
deeper and deeper.
darker and darker.


untouched.
unloved.
unheard.


losing all sanity.
hurt.
abandoned.
lonely.


like a falling glass.
shattered.
soundless.


like a crashing car.
devastated.
motionless.


bleeding inside out.
aging.
ashes blown away.
faded unknown.


never was in existence.
not in this world.
not in this universe.
not even in the mind of God...

new opportunity?

all of the sudden,
words from my dearest friends.

could it really be a new opportunity?
or just another misjudged observation?

just a little more assurance,
just a little more time.

wait for me.

15th MAY - the Man of Too.

a faithful husband.

a loving father.

a wise elder.

a handsome man.



a last goodbye to him,

a man who had brought up great sons and daugthers.

a man who had enlightened us with his wisdom.



such is a man who deserves a million praises.

such is a man who has left a legacy to the Too family.



he is my late grandfather who is deeply missed and loved.

i know his spirit is with our Lord Jesus.

but his memories will be imprinted into our hearts;

the way he looks at his grandchildren,

the way he smiles,

the voice when he speaks,

his loving touch,

his fatherly presence,

for all the times he had been there for us,

all of him will always be fondly reminisced.



with great honor and reverance;

i salute you. my grandpa.

i am missing you already,

and will always...




rest in peace.

baby; miracle of God.

people say; at the sight of a baby, the most chaotic event slows down and subsides.

that is always so whenever i see bb Caleb.