Sunday, October 24, 2010

Kpop Night Concert 2010


(http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=160049054024340&set=a.162351870460725.40297.146905662005346&ref=fbx_album)

Spent $258 on a ticket that's about 100m away from the main stage, did i really enjoy the concert, especially my favorite girl group; SNSD performed this night?

I managed to take lotza pictures and i mean like 700 over photographs with a DSLR, credits to Gwennon for lending me her toy and 18-200mm lens. Constantly overloading the camera in burst mode, trying as hard as possible to capture the best quality pictures of the vibe-up moments.

I did so much shooting, hardly did i really listen nor watch any performance, just through the 95% viewfinder DSLR, while battling against the other crazy fan girls and boys who were squeezing around me to get their memorial shots.

Moreover, I had to leave 30mins earlier to catch my ride to celebrate my Mom's birthday, which turned out to be a ride home instead.

Just so you know, I still did give the present i bought for my Mom and she loves it.

What really impacted me most was...

What if...

Jesus, still alive on Earth, as an international famous pop artiste, would the people so crazy over the artistes in this night's Kpop concert scream at the top of their voices, crying their hearts out, do the same all for Jesus?

And then a revelation don on me when one of my OG mates asked why I didn't follow the artistes to Changi Airport to catch their last view and get better photos..

My replay was... "i ain't hardcore...if i do, it'll kill my life...and i don't do one way relationship"

How true, my reader friends!

I can put so much energy, time and effort, let alone finances on my favorite artistes just to gain no recognition and acknowledgement of my existence to them?

BUT it's different with Jesus...

we can never outdo Jesus, when we put SO much energy, time and effort, let alone finances on Him, to gain recognition and acknowledgement of our existence to Him, but because of us, He is always yielding to get our recognition, acknowledgement, love, attention of Him!

such love God is pouring over us!

a two way relationship; where i know i can find my recognition and acknowledgement of existence in God, in His eyes, for His love, embrace, approval.

Much have said, such concerts are but a memory in my heart and the hype and vibe is for a short-period of time.

Not so for my God, as I continually yield for more of His presence, love and grace. And nothing, no concerts in this world can ever replace the love of God for us all.

So did I enjoy myself this night?

By the grace of God, the event was opened to photography and I enjoyed taking hundreds of photos, and capturing the moment of my favorite Kpop groups as much as I could while doing my craft.

Kudos to Jesus...

Friday, October 8, 2010

Sunday, September 26, 2010

articulates just what i'm feeling right now.



Came home really down in my spirit man.

it's been a long time i felt such agony in my chest.

a bleeding heart. a dying flesh.

a failed comforting prayer.

have i done something wrong against God?

i served well in Photography tonight.

paid my tithe and offering

service was a blast

fellowship was good

did i miss out in my duty as a Christian?


so i prayed...


then i realize...

no more serving...

no riches and fame...

no most melodious praise & worship songs...

no greatest messages...

no number of quality fellowship...


nothing in this world can EVER replace God...

the relationship we have with Him...

that is all it matters...

and so...

that is all...


I just want You...


Jesus.


be true. be yourself.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

old torture, new beginnings.

it's always difficult and painful to go back to the old basics,
but it's never too late to start a whole new beginning.

there will be temptations; there will be criticisms,
but as the saying goes; once you've overcame thyself, you've won half the battle.

it may be too early to boast,
it may not be too quiet to speak out.

for all dreams birth forth from confessions,
for all visions come to pass from convictions.

as God is the source of strength,
so is this new life of breath.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

my new pills.




[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit 'em
Throw 'em down pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the rage that took over it controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Friday, August 6, 2010

심장.

이 모든 시간, 나는 말을하고 싶었.
난 당신처럼.
정말이야.
그리고 난 희망을 우리가 친구 이상이되고 있습니다.

난 당신처럼!